Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Feeling like a tool.


So I feel like a dumbass now that I said I would start writing again and I have not.
What a tool.
That is one of my themes in my life. I have the best intentions of starting 14342242345 things and I get around to doing very few of them. It's not exactly like I'm unproductive as I get shit done, but...I just feel too limited with my time.
This is one of my main complaints/frustrations with life (are u listening non-existent God?) NOT ENUF TIME!!!!!
We have sooo many abilities to do so many things. We just have such limited time to do them. This is insufferable to me. It seems as though man has like...a very limited amount of time to create what he wants to do with his life. I could become a huge "meathead", I could be a sportswriter, I could learn how to really help other people, I could be the OMFG best BF evrrrr LULZZZ!!111!ONEONE!!!! But sometimes I feel so distracted by all of these things that..well...I don't get ANY of them done very well. AHHHHHHHHHH fuck.

I need to find a way to clear my head, and get this straightened out. For fuck's sake.

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